How do you say what you feel you need to say without sounding like you’re whining or feeling sorry for yourself?
My blog is meant to be cheerful, somewhat positive and thought provoking. The suns out. My music is playing and there is the normal chatter of people around me that I love. But all I can feel is something weighing me down in my chest. I cannot fathom what it actually is. I cannot pinpoint it so when people ask me how I’m doing, I merely answer with a “I’m good, thanks” and smile. I never like to publicise this. I guess this is my way of subtly letting people know what’s really on my mind. I want to meet someone I can just blurt everything out too and not have them judge me and analyse me. Someone who won’t recommend me to a damn psychologist! I hate when people do that. Just listen… That’s all. Then I’ll be good.